July 22, 2008
If the world can walk away from me in a second, why can't I? If I can put up with stupid unnecessary shit and accept flaws, why can't they? Do I lack something or is this world just gay? Lying here always second guessing myself creates much more problems than I ask for. Why can't I just have the straight up answer without the ' if and buts' ? Why put off something that might affect someone other than yourself? At times I hate the fact this world is so SMALL. Absolutely hate it. Issues, past conflicts always follow you around yeah I understand but when will it stop ? Giving up always seems like my first choice out. Stupid stupid world. Just be gone.