August 22, 2010

RANDOM yet again

It's raining so damn hard that I can't even hear myself talk.. (I'm currently outside on my porch watching some hindi movie -_-) I had plans for today, to head out to queens to see my girl& get some shopping done but as always things never turn out the way the seem to be. Plans are always unsuccessful ah. It hasn't rained like this in weeks, the continuous and unstoppable rain fall.. it's been like this for over an hour.. hmm wonder how long it'll last.

Rain.. please don't come tomorrow.. I mean yes you are invited from what I see on the weather channel however, you're UNWANTED.

The days are going by to slowly... my girl left to the Army :/ gaah. Don't know if any of you have experienced this but... ever had your best friend leave you for a long period of time? It feels shitty knowing the person you would tell everything too, share secrets, text every 5 minutes about WHAT JUST HAPPENED has left.. or isn't coming back anytime soon. It's so weird to think back when this chic and I first met, I wouldn't have expected us to be this close at all. Most girls in my presence are extremely stuck up or just not the type I'd get along with [i have so many] but Maria (my bff) is different, and I'm glad she is.

There's this baby doll staring dead at me.. so scary (its the neighbors) they step on it's face cause it's funny. It looks so funny and scary ahhh

I think that's enough rambling for tonight. gooooooooooooooodnight. and thankfully the rain has stopped a little. just drizzles.

January 10, 2010


New years meant for resolutions? Well ritually yes but you see, I've stopped (:

I dont find any reason for me to keep a list or even make a new year's resolution anymore because of the following reasons. I never keep them, maybe for the next few days, and when I say few, I literally mean like two [2] days. Another being, So far from what I can remember New years has never gone the way I'd want them to. Yeah I've spent all of the years with my fam being present, but not the way most people would spend their new years PARTY HARDYShoot I'm not saying I mind spending it with my mother and all -- but I just wish they were as free-spirited as I am. This year along with the past 3-4 years we sat in front of the TV drank the night away [soda] smh haha and some snacks & the snacks were AWESOME! This year we had some Tostidas[?] I was eating it past 3 AM :x another reason why I can't keep new years resolution [ I LOVEEE FOOD ]

New year's is suppose to make a person feel refreshed, delighted and of course NEW. I haven't felt that way ever on new years. Maybe on a Monday? Or even a Friday haha but never no new year's yet another reason why New year's is just [UGH]. Hope you guys know what I'm talking about tho about feeling refreshed on weekdays. You know wakin' up on Mondays up& about getting ready for school/work knowing its a 'new day'.

Ahhhh a most recent thing I've noticed about myself is that, when there's too many people in my house [everyone] I get a headache -- it's one thing when their all sleeping or in their rooms, but when their in the living room where the computer is also--- ahh forget about it. Its like I get freakin' frustrated as if I can't think or do anything straight. Especially for the past few days since I've been sick :/

On a brighter note: My sister's 2nd birthday is coming up and I can't wait to eat her cake -_- fooooood poisonous to some people like me.

btw: That list I typed two posts down or so -- hahahahahahahaha so did not happen besides like 2 or 3, also the Olay quench sucks like a motherfuckerr. waste of money and time.