Have you ever had that instant feeling where you can say so much shit about one particular person but deep inside you know you're lying to yourself? As much as you think you despise that person, you don't. Lying to yourself became so easy that you even forgot that you once shared a connection, memories and smiles together. Lied so much that 'ew' was an instant remark after hearing their name. Until the person who you thought took over their place proves to you that no, in fact their place still exists somewhere deep inside your, heart.